I know that you suffered that much but please be fine, please hang on, please don't lose your grip, please be strong always. Life isn't about what if and what isn't, life is precious even though it is hard. Hang on, keep moving forward. Hang on there, ;
there is a big pit inside me and if you have been fallen and trapped you will be sucked by the emptiness of it and you can't run, hide, and you will never be free